Enjoying Spring!

 Hope you are enjoying Spring!
The beauty of nature surrounds
you
envelops you
wants you 
to notice it's here!

 Hear the songs
of birds calling throughout the day.
Take the songs and blend them
into your day.

Be blessed by your surroundings
let go off past habits
behaviors that hold you back.
Time to start anew with passion
and begin and fresh start...
you deserve it. 
Be grateful and love all around.

Door Closes, Another Door Opens...

Our friendship broke up. I had to end it. I was falling in love with a ghost

and I couldn't do that. She was too anonymous online. She was beautiful. Her energy compelled me to write about love and being in love. Something I miss very much.

We connected through our words and they were lovely. We were drawn to each other

and still to this writing. I desire her, but I can't have her. I love her. To me, she was my soul mate.

She will be the closest person I will have said to be my soul mate. Even though we have never met in person, her impact on my life compelled me to be a better person. She believed in me and desired for me to continue with believing in myself and never give up. With that belief, I am a better person.

I am moving forward with hurt. An ache unbearable in my heart to wear, but  for a bit.

I know what I have to do and ready to achieve. I wish for the best despite of the challenges that come to me. But it's time to stay strong and be the individual  I need to be, to manifest my dreams.

 I don't know if I will ever see her again. I know she's hurting, I can feel her connection.

She taught me to be not to be so hard on myself and be gentle with my words. I am working on this.

we both needed this  distance to breathe and be ourselves because at times, we were lost with each other.

but for now I couldn't  hold on to her. I had to let her go. I love her so much, it aches. My heart is aching and loving me at the same time, beautifully.  To know I can make it on my own. I wish for her to be proud of me as I am to myself. I wish her the same, with all the love in my heart. I am grateful to have known her.

People will come and go into your life to make a connection how long the connection is unknown. Yet we learn the reasons why along the way or when the connection needs maintenance.

I initiated, and take full responsibility for breaking  this friendship and it hurts me badly.

I wish I could take it back, but I won't, I promised to achieve my personal goals alone.

I wouldn't want to be depended on other people. I want them to know I can do  this with

all my soul. I know they wish me well and I am grateful to hear.

the unknown is scary and exciting, with that said, I am looking forward to this new beginning whatever it will be. Staying strong in will. Perseverance  and rest is at hand.

The goal is set and I am ready to move ahead. I surrender  to it with love and truth.

Because truth and love, is all there is.

I love you.

Moon Girl - Blame It On The Moon (Poem)

Moon Girl
From the moment  we met
I was drawn to you
you said you were a lover
of words,too.
Like the moon
you are her spawn
cradled in her arms
abiding by her love
you cradle me in yours
rapture by your spell.

An enchantment, an elation
of mystic yet mysterious wonder
curious a child
desire to know more of one  
you gently pull me in
like a magnet
with no regret
and I'm wrapped around
this aura,this beauty
so bright, so luminous.

Your sweet arms envelop me
you don't want to let me go
but don't you know, I don't want
you to let go
I'm here to stay
yes, here to stay with you
for as long as you want me to.

You want that, you want me?
You need that, you need me?

Feelings for you
I blame it on the moon
I'm hypnotized
I realize
how much you mean
to me right now
why when how
you ask?

I can't explain this alluring intrigue
for I just want you
yes you, even more.
More today
than yesterday
and more of you
tomorrow.
If it's way too soon,
just blame it on the moon.

Oh my head keeps spinning
tilted off my axis, it's magical.
Full rotation over you
Don't make me wait
another 27 days
till you come around again.
For I want to go
and be with you
right now.
So if it's way too soon,
just blame it on the moon. 

Wishful Sweetness

Just let me say

in my very special way

how I feel about you

all this time I’ve been writing love poems

to wrong women whom I thought I loved

but the truth is, they were just mere infatuations

till the moment you arrived and became known in my heart.

I know you must be overwhelmed and stirred up crazy

for all the things I’ve said to you these past few weeks

I truly meant with my heart and you know this.

I am not going to question my heart, I have done it way

too much and bruised it very badly settling for second best.

 


well I don’t want that. I want an equal and patient lover/partner

I want someone to laugh at my stupid jokes in the middle of　the night

and kiss me because they love my wittiness.

I want you to laugh at me when I wake up with my hair sticking up

as if I had an alien probe last night.

I want to watch you sleep like a baby and hold you

when we cry at sad or happy events. I want to surprise you every chance

I get because you love surprises and
I love to watch that surprised look on your face.

 


I want to dance with you and feel you close to me

to we, to each other. I want to rest my face

and nestle myself on your neck forever

and feel your breath, your voice whisper ’it’s alright’.

I want to be strong for you when you feel weak and vice a versa.

And if we both just happen to feel weak together -

then hell let’s order Chinese and I’ll go buy a pint of Vanilla Bean Ice Cream

and feed each other sweetness like we know how.

And when we’re strong together nothing

and I mean nothing will ever tear us apart

because God gave me you to love and me to love you

so we love each other deeply and I promised

to love all of God’s gifts - especially - you, the biggest

and best present I have and will ever cherish. I am proud of you

because I love a person who is beautiful charming intelligent

and is a very creative individual. You have made your mark to the world

and have many more accomplishments yet to attain.

I want to spend quiet moments with you and read you my poetry

while you feed me your latest cuisine creation.

I want to take long walks with you wherever we go

and hold your hand or tuck your arm underneath mine.

I want to sit across from you at a crowded restaurant sipping wine

we’re decked to the nines and have people stare at us

because we look so damn good together

and we are two damn good-looking women.

I want to wrap my arms around you

and pretend to never let you go and kiss you passionately

as if it were always the first time, and I want you to know,

I will never forget the first time I kissed you.

Because kissing you will be better than any kiss I have ever had.