Care Of Self

Taking care of self in all aspects is so important to oneself, and attracts partner.

Be no one but you, not what someone else wants you to be.

If they or you can not accept them for all that they are, You are not worthy of each other for inner growth in your journey together.

Strive for personal growth in self, each other with love and gratitude.

You are loved.

Soul Power

What do you want?

Where do you wish to go?

With someone or with yourself

confused?

Look within.

Sometimes we do have to look within for answers

they may not be what you want to hear

but they are real and truth is very real.

Focus on the goals

those beautiful dreams you have

you can make those dreams come true.

Surround yourself with love

love of self, love of home, love of humanity

love of all beautiful...

because all is beautiful in what you see.

A select people or persons come into our lives

mirror what we need to change for the better..

and if we have changed, there IS a new chapter in your life

The people in your life will see this beauty in you

either they will be with you or not...

let go of the ones not on board with you

let go of illusions, addictions, obsessions, confusions,

cloud you.

Welcome your new beginning

you have support.

So find your power

do what is right for you,

do not allow anyone to take your inner power

keep those who only wish to enhance it,

everything will fall into place.

Don't fight the divine

allow it to just happen

do it with love..and love unconditionally,

It's time to cross that bridge of beauty.

Beauty of Her Own Mystery

She a beauty of her own mystery
you want to know her more
but won't leave her comfort zone
you have to accept her as she is.
when I ask her something
she pauses, may not answer
maybe I have violated lines
only to exacerbate feelings
a roaring thunderstorm in her
no intention to hurt
but it does
and that makes us blue,
so we ride the storm
with apologies
forgiveness and understanding
we are worth knowing
as friends do.
She has all the wonders of a sweet soul
that rides the clouds of calm
in the bluest of skies
just like her eyes
if I can only see because I am blind
Right now she retreats in the stillness
of her mind
regain her strength
her compassion
her will to journey on
and I am still in awe of her
all that she is, all that she will be
even when she thinks less of herself
I will always be
in awe of the beauty
of her mystery.

Random Thoughts -

I write when I have something to say. These last few months gathering my thoughts, absorbing relishing memories and how it adds up with present day reality. 
Spring is here and so are my allergies! It took its toll on me this year - so I struggle like many trying to enjoy the weather while suffering just to breathe!
Time to mow the lawn and grow a garden. The rain this past week has stalled the mowing and the weeds have gone wild. The seedlings are flourishing and I am anticipating a nice small garden for myself. I'm excited about how simple I have my life now - when at one time it was too complicated to figure out some resolution towards peace.

I manage to find peace taking a drive in the county along with my camera, capturing moments of appreciating all that I have - which isn't much. Though I'm all I've got in this world and that's ok. 
I've never dreamed I's be alone. You don't dream those things. Your dreams can be a spectacular technicolor cinematic wonder. whether it comes true, it's up to you. However, there are things in life that happen so unpredictable, so challenging, so unbelievable - they halt and stall the progression attain your dream.... then you wonder, if your dream will ever come true.

 I'm so much like this old house that's still standing, lol. Every time I see it - it's like it wants to say something. I'm sure it holds some very interesting stories. My mind holds many stories and I'm trying to write them down while I still have my long memory intact. I don't care to share everyday life on social media - too much bullshit goes on - plus majority of the time, people don't give a shit what you do - much less care what you are all about. Lots of them are so into themselves, they forget how a simple "hello, how are you?" can lift someone's spirits. When was the last time you lifted someone's spirits?
Instead, I do find stupid rhetoric, trolls posting hateful comments to folks not strong emotionally to take it. Some are downright nasty - you wonder if there is any humanity in them.

You have to have a thick skin to be on social media these days - you never know what you're gonna get. You can post something and people are so offended easily. How did we become so touchy? It's not all about you, nor me...it's just the way it is or isn't it? If  it doesn't make any sense... just roll your eyes and move on.
Looking at this tree, you can see a second tree within...
much like how I have to move around social media. lol!
Have we thrown away consideration and respect for one another? I don't know about you, but I do want to live in peace, not chaos. Peace, is my current dream to come true.
I respect all you have to say - even if I disagree with you and that's ok. That's life. We all have something to say and dreams to share. You've heard the phrase life is a beautiful struggle... Well, it is to me and many. We all try to make the best with what we've got.

 So this is the post I have seen lots on social media - take heed to the message. Personally, I' am a strong people by default. I don't care what you think of me nor I give a shit if you judge me as to who the hell are you to do that. If you can't look me in the eye and tell me how you feel about me... In my neighborhood we'd say...you ain't got no balls.
And as far as your dreams coming true... for me, They can come true anytime cause I still believe in them... no matter how  hard  the struggle in life has been. Hey, it's all temporary.
My memory is long and I'm writing random thoughts while I still have my mind.

Thank you for reading and I welcome your comments with utmost respect. Have a pleasant life's journey. Until next time, I love you, Kat

In each other's Dream (Poem)

 Writing you

I'm having a lovely glass of cream sherry

looking over what you wrote and the lily

I, close my eyes
take a sip and imagine
tasting those sweet heavenly lips 

 

that are in my dreams... my thoughts
that pound my heart
and soothe my soul.
My only wish
is that as you read this
you rub your fingers
over your lips
close your eyes
and imagine my kiss
touches you
moves you...
Now, take me with you
in your dreams.

 

 

The Spirit of being me

Many of us come from different places, have done different things, faced our ups and downs and continue to plow through whatever challenges or surprises we face daily in our lives. While some of us complain, there are those of us that rejoice of wonderful things that have happened to us. Yes, we are all different flavors and not one of us 'taste' the same....that to me is the beauty and reality in our world .and while some of us attain the 'good life' early in life, there are those of us still struggling living paycheck to paycheck just to get by. To some of us 'late bloomers' we gather our experience in a 'medicine bag' and pull out something out of this 'bag' when we want to... as long as it's true to ourselves and is part of our SELF....unique comes to mind. I don't ask 'why' so much as I did as a child.

 

I try not to complicate my life. I feel keeping things and situations simple...it works for me, does it for you? Try it. And do we REALLY have to wait for a near-death experience, that firecracker to light up our ass to know all in life is beautiful? To some of us, it has. We've all been caught up with one another's trials and tribulations. But have we REALLY shared our joys and not think or feel another's joys to be vain or egotistical...I say not...but others do.
We are not perfect. I do not like that word and have excluded this word from my vocabulary...it doesn't exist. I just accept you, just the way you are. I don't even see imperfection....because I accept you, just the way you are.

I refuse to judge....that too I have a problem with others. I say like the saying, live and let live.... and mind your own business.
Bottom line....they can strip me with all my worldly possessions..which I have very few of. Most I have given away simply, because, I don't need this in my life anymore. But what you can never have is my spirit for living, that is all mine and I do what I please with it and I hope you do too.
So, if by chance you maybe perplexed as to why I am writing this....it's because I love you, even if I don't know you and if I do know you, you know I do love you. No, I'm not going away, I'm not dying....I'm just living and saying...it's just the spirit of being, ME.

 

 

I Believe in Universal Law & Forgiveness

Poem: We, Children of your World

You speak to me

in places others rarely occupy,

I find your guidance in my soul.

And as it surrounds me with warmth,

peace arrives to nurture me.

with your unconditional love.

I try to pass this forward to those

less fortunate than I,

but they won't listen.

You can tie a string to their heart

lost souls of fallen grace.

Pull them along and allow

the meaning of humanity

to touch them.

How wonderful the way

you make us come together:

We, the children of your world.



May your words of truth, beauty and love touch someone who truly needs it today.... I love you,K'