I wish...

I wish I could take back all I said

I know I hurt you

which hurt me badly too.

But I felt I had to defend myself

my true self.

Even if I am in transition to better myself

I want you to know I will be the person you know

better than before.

I know wherever you are,

I know deep down, you want that for me, too.

Not a day will go by

that I will think about you

I wish you would think about me too

I want to see how strong I can be

so you can be proud of me

as I am proud of you.

No matter where I go what I do

whom I meet

I will always wonder

the look on your face

meeting you

face to face.

God, help me

I miss you so fucking much.

that I wonder, if you miss me, too.

I love you.

She's Just, Rain - (Poem)

She catches you, off guard
        kisses falling from the sky above
she lets you know, she's coming
She's all love
She's just, rain.

Her scent is sweet
       like the Earth or Ocean breeze
when the sun shines or nightfall
       She'll soothe your deepest sleep
She's all love
She's just, rain.

She hides in gentle pain
       no one knows this rain
she's so mysterious
       yet, very curious
about you
she loves, you.

She'll wash away
       your fears
She'll kiss away
       your tears
all through your years
She's all love
She's just, rain.

She'll follow
       you around
She loves
       above the the ground
Sensitive girl, she's my world
She's love
She's just, rain.

Funny Sweet
       So sincere
Dances to her music
       she don't care
As long as she's with you
       your heart and soul
go insane
She's just, rain.

Here she comes, again
       Never, a fair weathered friend
She'll be with you
       till your life here, ends
You'll finally meet
       cause you love her
She's just, rain.

Droplets of love, my rain
kissing you, it's rain
Oh, oh, oh, oh,
oh, rain.