Care Of Self

Taking care of self in all aspects is so important to oneself, and attracts partner.

Be no one but you, not what someone else wants you to be.

If they or you can not accept them for all that they are, You are not worthy of each other for inner growth in your journey together.

Strive for personal growth in self, each other with love and gratitude.

You are loved.

Soul Power

What do you want?

Where do you wish to go?

With someone or with yourself

confused?

Look within.

Sometimes we do have to look within for answers

they may not be what you want to hear

but they are real and truth is very real.

Focus on the goals

those beautiful dreams you have

you can make those dreams come true.

Surround yourself with love

love of self, love of home, love of humanity

love of all beautiful...

because all is beautiful in what you see.

A select people or persons come into our lives

mirror what we need to change for the better..

and if we have changed, there IS a new chapter in your life

The people in your life will see this beauty in you

either they will be with you or not...

let go of the ones not on board with you

let go of illusions, addictions, obsessions, confusions,

cloud you.

Welcome your new beginning

you have support.

So find your power

do what is right for you,

do not allow anyone to take your inner power

keep those who only wish to enhance it,

everything will fall into place.

Don't fight the divine

allow it to just happen

do it with love..and love unconditionally,

It's time to cross that bridge of beauty.

Some People...

Some people never tell you

what's inside them

they only talk from the crust of their pie

never give you filling.

You wonder .

Some people come into your life

unexpectedly crash in

make themselves at home

in your heart in your mind.

You wonder.

Some people say one thing

do another

tell you a lie as if it were a truth,

you wonder.

Some people come into your life

for a reason

to tell you something about them

and accept each other

for all that you are.

Stop wondering

it's all a lesson.

Be grateful

tell them you love them,

once the lesson is achieved,

and you both no longer service each other,

you find yourselves arguing. Stop, let go

and move forward with or without them.

We all meet for a reason. 

 

Acceptance

I don't have to defend my feelings nor my worth to you

You don't have to belittle my spirit

I accept you for all that you are

though no matter what I do

is not good enough for you.

Spiritual connections cannot be explained

they just happened

but we met for a reason

to learn a lesson.

I go to bed I ask God for forgiveness

for my sins

I can go to bed with a clean slate

knowing I owned up to my faults

accept my flaws

and work so hard to try to make things better.

Maybe we had to go through all this

we had to...regardless of the outcome.

We just have to deal with it, individually.

Wish for the best for all involved without malice.

Leave, feeling you did your best

wish them love and well in their life.

Because you know who you are

and whether they love you or not.

Know Your Truth

From every challenge that comes

I face it head on to the best of my ability

I will fight with my words of truth, my head of reason

and with my loving my heart.

You may not like what I say or the way I say it,

but this this the way I feel and I will not lie about it.

I will admit my faults and will apologize

I know my flaws and wear them to remind me

that I am imperfect.

I am just as human as you

and while I may not like your behavior

I know there are superior qualities in you

I recognized admire and love about you

no matter your flaws or faults,

I accept you, for all that you truly are.

Though no matter the outcome of the defeated challenge

I have learned another lesson

to work a plan and let go of things inside myself

I no longer need

I gently let them go

It's not about letting go people

because we are all going through different life challenges

we ought to support each other

instead of judging each other.

Because when we start judging each other

you are telling yourself what you need to work on.

Know your truth and be gentle with yourself.

Love & Hugs💋

Enjoying Spring!

 Hope you are enjoying Spring!
The beauty of nature surrounds
you
envelops you
wants you 
to notice it's here!

 Hear the songs
of birds calling throughout the day.
Take the songs and blend them
into your day.

Be blessed by your surroundings
let go off past habits
behaviors that hold you back.
Time to start anew with passion
and begin and fresh start...
you deserve it. 
Be grateful and love all around.

Real life is can be way too cruel

This reminded me of a high school gal who graduated a year ahead of me

I wrote to her when she went to college, sort of pen pals .

she was very nice I thought at that time.

Then I went to college and we kept writing

on break during the holidays

Mom and I were coming out of a store

and I saw this gal with her mom

I said hello to her and she just walked right pass me as if she didn't know who I was

and mom and I were shocked

Then mom said

"Isn't that Lulu (not her real name) who you wrote to in high school and in college?"

I said yes

I turned around and kept calling her name

it was shocking and rude

and mom said

"and to think you took the time to write and be pen pals to be treated like that

I guess you know now she's not worth writing to. That was so rude.

I never imagine humans can be so cruel and to think someone doing that to you, Kat

I am sorry you had to go through that."

I said. "It's ok Mom, I just got a good taste of the real world."

Mom said

"Your world is much more cruel than mine ever was... she'll get what's coming to her."

I said "like what Mom?"

she said..."Karma, doesn't forget

neither does God."

I sat in the car and cried

Mom said

"The world will be cruel to the kind hearted

I am so thankful I raised one. Never changed, but be prepared to grow that thick skin

but keep your heart soft and guard your heart well."

I have developed that thick skin, and my heart  is still soft.

Yeah, real life can be way too cruel.

Keep your chin up.

In My Thoughts Into My Words

The day I met you
Seems like you fell out of the sky
you are here
in my thoughts
into my words
on the page,
to make our day better than yesterday.
The phrases dance a tango
of intrigue between us
a lovely connection
I've only touched to describe
as I'm still getting to know you.
So we fly from one place to another
in each other mind discover
amazing things from each other
that's good.

 The road of understanding
we've had to patch the potholes
of roughness to pave a smooth ride
like storms come and go
and the rain washes the hurt
to brighten up the way
to make our day better than yesterday.
When the evening shadows fall
and the end of each night
I see you in the stars twinkling
that's you up there so bright.

 A beauty you are
your presence, a song, a gift, a poem
my words my thoughts, my muse
I pray for your soul as I do for us all
not knowing what tomorrow
will bring,
Having faith that
may God make our day better
than yesterday.

 

Beauty of Her Own Mystery

She a beauty of her own mystery
you want to know her more
but won't leave her comfort zone
you have to accept her as she is.
when I ask her something
she pauses, may not answer
maybe I have violated lines
only to exacerbate feelings
a roaring thunderstorm in her
no intention to hurt
but it does
and that makes us blue,
so we ride the storm
with apologies
forgiveness and understanding
we are worth knowing
as friends do.
She has all the wonders of a sweet soul
that rides the clouds of calm
in the bluest of skies
just like her eyes
if I can only see because I am blind
Right now she retreats in the stillness
of her mind
regain her strength
her compassion
her will to journey on
and I am still in awe of her
all that she is, all that she will be
even when she thinks less of herself
I will always be
in awe of the beauty
of her mystery.

Wish You A Very Happy New Year!

A New Year 
of hope and dreams
may they come true
in whatever you do.
Be with Love and truth
in your heart.
Be strong and brave
Learn each day
make new friends
keep those close
never to part.
Let go of the things
you don't need.
But keep yourself
safe until we meet.
Many Blessings.
I love you,
K'

 

Spirit of a Woman

A ghost invitingly appears to me
daily
speaks to me, with words so sweetly
She soothes this turbulence of my heart.
she stirs calmness to my soul
yet, I try to reach out to her
but she is so far away
I can only cry for her
in my sleep.
If,
and I say, If
she only knew how deep I have fallen
in this ocean of love for her
I am drowning for her, near death
Yet, she keeps alive.
Though
She is only a dream set fire to my soul
I cannot reach her, I cannot see her
she only exist in thousand pages
I have written, just for her
through my years of solitude.
In those pages, I tell her everything
where I have been, what I have done
where I'm going and when I think of her.
Nightly affirmations I send
because
she's must be an angel
an angel
I cannot see, I cannot hear, I cannot touch.
An excruciating love pain
buried within me
she's a living memory
she is a haunting lover
a ghost to me.
I so wish, she were alive
in front of me.
As loving as she is, she tortures me
with this love, I have only, for her.
This invisible, spirit of a woman.

I Love Your Words

I love your words because
They are your eyes I wish to see
and one day touch your soul.

I love your words because
They excite the joy in me when
I read you... I can keep you
oh so close to my heart.

I love your words your sincerity your sweet kindness, your humor warms my spirit.

I love your words You draw me to you ignite the passion in my writing You, my muse.

I love your words You speak so clearly truthfully lovingly to me.
I love your words as I long to hear them One day whisper in my ear.

I love your words Full of magic
intrigue an inviting moment
every time I am with you.

I love your words I am not in love with you,
But I love you and love your words.

Moon Girl - Blame It On The Moon (Poem)

Moon Girl
From the moment  we met
I was drawn to you
you said you were a lover
of words,too.
Like the moon
you are her spawn
cradled in her arms
abiding by her love
you cradle me in yours
rapture by your spell.

An enchantment, an elation
of mystic yet mysterious wonder
curious a child
desire to know more of one  
you gently pull me in
like a magnet
with no regret
and I'm wrapped around
this aura,this beauty
so bright, so luminous.

Your sweet arms envelop me
you don't want to let me go
but don't you know, I don't want
you to let go
I'm here to stay
yes, here to stay with you
for as long as you want me to.

You want that, you want me?
You need that, you need me?

Feelings for you
I blame it on the moon
I'm hypnotized
I realize
how much you mean
to me right now
why when how
you ask?

I can't explain this alluring intrigue
for I just want you
yes you, even more.
More today
than yesterday
and more of you
tomorrow.
If it's way too soon,
just blame it on the moon.

Oh my head keeps spinning
tilted off my axis, it's magical.
Full rotation over you
Don't make me wait
another 27 days
till you come around again.
For I want to go
and be with you
right now.
So if it's way too soon,
just blame it on the moon.