Care Of Self

Taking care of self in all aspects is so important to oneself, and attracts partner.

Be no one but you, not what someone else wants you to be.

If they or you can not accept them for all that they are, You are not worthy of each other for inner growth in your journey together.

Strive for personal growth in self, each other with love and gratitude.

You are loved.

Soul Power

What do you want?

Where do you wish to go?

With someone or with yourself

confused?

Look within.

Sometimes we do have to look within for answers

they may not be what you want to hear

but they are real and truth is very real.

Focus on the goals

those beautiful dreams you have

you can make those dreams come true.

Surround yourself with love

love of self, love of home, love of humanity

love of all beautiful...

because all is beautiful in what you see.

A select people or persons come into our lives

mirror what we need to change for the better..

and if we have changed, there IS a new chapter in your life

The people in your life will see this beauty in you

either they will be with you or not...

let go of the ones not on board with you

let go of illusions, addictions, obsessions, confusions,

cloud you.

Welcome your new beginning

you have support.

So find your power

do what is right for you,

do not allow anyone to take your inner power

keep those who only wish to enhance it,

everything will fall into place.

Don't fight the divine

allow it to just happen

do it with love..and love unconditionally,

It's time to cross that bridge of beauty.

Acceptance

I don't have to defend my feelings nor my worth to you

You don't have to belittle my spirit

I accept you for all that you are

though no matter what I do

is not good enough for you.

Spiritual connections cannot be explained

they just happened

but we met for a reason

to learn a lesson.

I go to bed I ask God for forgiveness

for my sins

I can go to bed with a clean slate

knowing I owned up to my faults

accept my flaws

and work so hard to try to make things better.

Maybe we had to go through all this

we had to...regardless of the outcome.

We just have to deal with it, individually.

Wish for the best for all involved without malice.

Leave, feeling you did your best

wish them love and well in their life.

Because you know who you are

and whether they love you or not.

Know Your Truth

From every challenge that comes

I face it head on to the best of my ability

I will fight with my words of truth, my head of reason

and with my loving my heart.

You may not like what I say or the way I say it,

but this this the way I feel and I will not lie about it.

I will admit my faults and will apologize

I know my flaws and wear them to remind me

that I am imperfect.

I am just as human as you

and while I may not like your behavior

I know there are superior qualities in you

I recognized admire and love about you

no matter your flaws or faults,

I accept you, for all that you truly are.

Though no matter the outcome of the defeated challenge

I have learned another lesson

to work a plan and let go of things inside myself

I no longer need

I gently let them go

It's not about letting go people

because we are all going through different life challenges

we ought to support each other

instead of judging each other.

Because when we start judging each other

you are telling yourself what you need to work on.

Know your truth and be gentle with yourself.

Love & Hugs💋

Real life is can be way too cruel

This reminded me of a high school gal who graduated a year ahead of me

I wrote to her when she went to college, sort of pen pals .

she was very nice I thought at that time.

Then I went to college and we kept writing

on break during the holidays

Mom and I were coming out of a store

and I saw this gal with her mom

I said hello to her and she just walked right pass me as if she didn't know who I was

and mom and I were shocked

Then mom said

"Isn't that Lulu (not her real name) who you wrote to in high school and in college?"

I said yes

I turned around and kept calling her name

it was shocking and rude

and mom said

"and to think you took the time to write and be pen pals to be treated like that

I guess you know now she's not worth writing to. That was so rude.

I never imagine humans can be so cruel and to think someone doing that to you, Kat

I am sorry you had to go through that."

I said. "It's ok Mom, I just got a good taste of the real world."

Mom said

"Your world is much more cruel than mine ever was... she'll get what's coming to her."

I said "like what Mom?"

she said..."Karma, doesn't forget

neither does God."

I sat in the car and cried

Mom said

"The world will be cruel to the kind hearted

I am so thankful I raised one. Never changed, but be prepared to grow that thick skin

but keep your heart soft and guard your heart well."

I have developed that thick skin, and my heart  is still soft.

Yeah, real life can be way too cruel.

Keep your chin up.

A Letter To My Old Self

Hello Self,

I have freed myself  from a personal challenge that had me locked up for years. It's like a prison on to myself, and I am out. Everything on the outside is so new because  it's changed, I have changed too. Now I'm not saying change is good or bad, it is what it is.

You get to a point in your life if you don't like something that's going on in your life and you've had enough - it's time to let it go. The baggage of the past slows out progress to move forward, to achieve what is intended for us to do - find our true purpose of our existence. In my case, my writings and photography.

It's not so much leaving people behind, sometimes it's a change of the way the dynamics of a relationship - regardless of what it is. If you want your relationships to work, then put the effort out and  do it. Communicate and make your intentions known and listen to the feedback. At least come to some agreement. Some people will get it, and some won't. But my point is, You have to come clean with yourself. 

Make yourself known to yourself that you are going to be true to yourself and go for what you desire out of life. Those that love you will come for the ride, cheer you on and that's the best offer  anyone can receive as they wish the best and be there for you. Some people you may have to let go because they serve no purpose in seeing you achieve. They just want to stall your progress - those need to do some personal cleansing and look for the beauty within themselves if they choose too.

There has been chaotic energy around me the last couple of months that brought me to this point. It's energy gave me this will to be free. I feel richer for life, I want to breathe and share my love and kindness with you. I love myself so much now, that I can take whatever you have to offer. Only if you  do this with the love. I can understand pain as we all have it whether it be physical, mental, spiritual, emotional or all rolled up as one.

We each must learn that it is up to us to embrace our wishes, our dreams and make them come true no matter how long it takes. Never take yourself for granted and know in time, all wishes and dreams will arrive, when the universe says you are ready.

I can only  write from experience and look back with loving memories that I cannot return to that state of living. I am  free to be creative with all aspects of my life and wish to share them  with you and with that special person to complete the puzzle of my life.

Each piece is a puzzle if we don't look in the pile to search for it. Though we have to move forward no matter if we don't want to. Eventually, you feel a snap and say it's time, so here I am.

I am not saying something to you that you all ready know, maybe you don't. We are all different and cleansing the soul, varies from person to person.

Some people have to go away and figure things out. I was alone for a good number of years so I am compelled to be among the masses to figure what's out there and take risks. At the end of each day when I say my prayers and affirmations. I ask forgiveness for any wrong doing or sins I may have committed, and go to bed with a clear conscious. This is my way of moving forward.

I can't tell you it's easy, nor tell you it's hard. All I can tell you is, if you wish or desire to make things better in your life, then the choice I  had to make is taking the risk. no matter the outcome, I know I tried my best.

I  can think all I  want, over think much? Yes, done that too. I can't weigh pros and cons too much cause that can drive me crazy. I am taking it as a reflection of what to keep or change in my life. I am tired of putting things in the back of my mind saying later, I am done with it.

I am tired of my survival mode which I had to see things in this way or that way - it is what it is and I have to accept it and be open to compromise or come to an agreement with myself and others.

I also have to listen to my heart and allow it to speak. Take the risk to tell someone how I  feel about them and accept the outcome. Again, feeling  good that I tried, and did my best and move forward with or without them. But I will not miss any opportunity in deny my feelings - that is something I did lots in the past.  I am done with that past, too.

We all connect for a reason. Whatever that reason is will reveal itself as time goes by.

We can't force, nor be confused trying to figure a situation  it out. Maybe we're suppose to learn something from all of this .So I am allowing  things to flow and not push for answers because they will come when I am ready to receive them.

I am so into flow cause I have pushed myself too much. I know I have been very hard on myself and  felt I had to be gentle with my surroundings. Continue being true to myself and with others. I have no time for bullshit. I desire personal balance  in both  my mind and  heart. I feel stronger than ever. I see things brighter clearer and welcome this passion for life.

I am happy and in love with myself. I desire that for all. This is the new me and I am embracing it all.

I wish you to be happy and love yourself, too. It's a beautiful feeling.

When you have that feeling, nothing can stop you from moving ahead.

To be happy with love in my heart  is the only forever feeling I want in my life, and I am in it to win what's coming.

I am free to receive.

I have just said goodbye to my old self.

I love you,

Me

Some Regrets

Some regrets

this time in my life

I just have to keep moving on.

I think of you

oh every now and then

at times of what we've could have been.

Some regrets

See your face in places we use to go

Wonder do I ever cross your mind?

Sad you see

has been my life

with all my struggles and strives.

It's just this stillness of time

thoughts of you run through my mind

Where did we go so wrong?

Memories come and go

every time I listen to the radio

playing our favorite song...singing

"Hold me, don't let me go"...

But you've gone

to someone else

and I am left 

with some, regrets.