Random Thoughts -

I write when I have something to say. These last few months gathering my thoughts, absorbing relishing memories and how it adds up with present day reality. 
Spring is here and so are my allergies! It took its toll on me this year - so I struggle like many trying to enjoy the weather while suffering just to breathe!
Time to mow the lawn and grow a garden. The rain this past week has stalled the mowing and the weeds have gone wild. The seedlings are flourishing and I am anticipating a nice small garden for myself. I'm excited about how simple I have my life now - when at one time it was too complicated to figure out some resolution towards peace.

I manage to find peace taking a drive in the county along with my camera, capturing moments of appreciating all that I have - which isn't much. Though I'm all I've got in this world and that's ok. 
I've never dreamed I's be alone. You don't dream those things. Your dreams can be a spectacular technicolor cinematic wonder. whether it comes true, it's up to you. However, there are things in life that happen so unpredictable, so challenging, so unbelievable - they halt and stall the progression attain your dream.... then you wonder, if your dream will ever come true.

 I'm so much like this old house that's still standing, lol. Every time I see it - it's like it wants to say something. I'm sure it holds some very interesting stories. My mind holds many stories and I'm trying to write them down while I still have my long memory intact. I don't care to share everyday life on social media - too much bullshit goes on - plus majority of the time, people don't give a shit what you do - much less care what you are all about. Lots of them are so into themselves, they forget how a simple "hello, how are you?" can lift someone's spirits. When was the last time you lifted someone's spirits?
Instead, I do find stupid rhetoric, trolls posting hateful comments to folks not strong emotionally to take it. Some are downright nasty - you wonder if there is any humanity in them.

You have to have a thick skin to be on social media these days - you never know what you're gonna get. You can post something and people are so offended easily. How did we become so touchy? It's not all about you, nor me...it's just the way it is or isn't it? If  it doesn't make any sense... just roll your eyes and move on.
Looking at this tree, you can see a second tree within...
much like how I have to move around social media. lol!
Have we thrown away consideration and respect for one another? I don't know about you, but I do want to live in peace, not chaos. Peace, is my current dream to come true.
I respect all you have to say - even if I disagree with you and that's ok. That's life. We all have something to say and dreams to share. You've heard the phrase life is a beautiful struggle... Well, it is to me and many. We all try to make the best with what we've got.

 So this is the post I have seen lots on social media - take heed to the message. Personally, I' am a strong people by default. I don't care what you think of me nor I give a shit if you judge me as to who the hell are you to do that. If you can't look me in the eye and tell me how you feel about me... In my neighborhood we'd say...you ain't got no balls.
And as far as your dreams coming true... for me, They can come true anytime cause I still believe in them... no matter how  hard  the struggle in life has been. Hey, it's all temporary.
My memory is long and I'm writing random thoughts while I still have my mind.

Thank you for reading and I welcome your comments with utmost respect. Have a pleasant life's journey. Until next time, I love you, Kat