A miss, I shall not Forget (Poem)

I am here with my thoughts

contemplating peace

in wonder

somewhere in my mind

once confused

now amused by the peace in my heart

keeps missing you

where ever you are

our communication is missed

with a kiss of kindness

covered by clouds of gray

let it rain to wash the tears we once had

let sun take over let it shine

life to short for such petty

as it warms our soul with joy

the memories of you will always bring a song

that only I could sing

a song only the birds can hear

and understand the way I feel for you

still close to me the tune lingers

your words embossed in my heart

with a touch of grace

a miss I shall not forget.

Brittle (Poem)

Today,

 I am brittle. an eggshell.

I am silent in my world of noise

feeling the rise of pain

costing my health to weaken

how much more can I take

when I want no more?

where are the ears to listen

when I wish them to be around?

It is painfully lonely

when others think you've got it all together

not realizing - you can break just as easily as them.

I don't ask for much

but when in time of need

again I cross the finish line

and everyone's gone home.

the streets are bare

as if I was the last human on earth.

Oh God, hear me!

I just want to sleep.